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Wednesday, July 8, 2026

A Short Story About The Long Time and Enelram

 


The Long Time and Enelram

By M. Marlene Oaks

 

Some of you may remember the Long Time, however some of you may be lingering in its echo.

If you remember, there were loosely defined groups, and some few were in more than one group. Occasionally, a few would switch groups, but that was not usual. Let’s see if we can remember the main groups.

1.  There were the Wailers. They screamed and cried, even rioted over matters  they knew little about. They loved to make a scene, whether it was in their homes or out in public. They encouraged onlookers to join in. It became sort of a sport, screaming, jumping, waving signs, breaking things. It is thought generally that they craved extreme attention, were addicted to their own adrenaline, were paid to act this way, were mentally ill, or some combination of these. Each event seemed to have a mixture of these.

2.  Closely affiliated were the Instigators. They loved to get the Wailers going. They thought up often outlandish schemes to get the Wailers wailing and even otherwise Normals wailing too. They made up problems that often seemed so ridiculous that it was difficult to imagine people could actually get upset about whatever was their outrage of the week. Historians have surmised that part of their payoff was power. It made them feel as if they were powerful because they could cause so much disturbance in the Force.

3.  There were the Lumps. They lived mostly what was called  “virtually.” They ate, drank liquids, eliminated like others, sort of, but their lives were lived in virtual realities. At first it was what were called “games,” but at some point they left the outer life and entered almost fully into virtual life.

4.  Then there were the Subversives who wanted to end all freedoms, take power, take everything but bare survival needs from the people and take everything else for themselves. They often were the ones feeding the crazy, and often confusing, so-called issues to the Instigators. They tried to confuse the language, excite rage over opposite ideas, make up phoney categories to defend vehemently, and eliminate all logical debate. They worked on shutting down free speech. They despised all spirituality, tradition, even the nuclear family. They worked to sneak Subversives into seats of power. The leaders worked in the shadows for the most part, but it is also from this group that the Iron Rulers emerged.

5.  The Iron Rulers took ultimate power. Their Subversives had eventually succeeded in crumbling all that had been held sacred. No one could question them lest they disappear. This had been seen in history before, but not quite like this well-planned, gradual shift. It had been an elegantly planned and sinister plot.  First they accused the traditional leaders in all areas of things opposite of what they were doing, but what the Subversives and Iron Rulers were doing both behind the scenes and also in plain sight. It began slowly, gained momentum, and then in one final swoop, the Iron Rulers took over. It was a terrible time.

6.  The largest group for quite a while was the Normals. They worked. had  families, went to religious services, played actual sports, took vacations, voted for other Normals whenever possible (there came a time when Normals became afraid to run for office). They were amazed by all of the crazy ideas and demonstrations, but didn’t know what to do about it for the longest time. Under the Iron Rulers, they just tried to be invisible.

7.  There were the Criminals, distinct from the other dysfunctional groups, but in some cases, also part of them. They did not obey laws. They stole, murdered, subverted, raped and were in general violent.  The Subversives and Instigators had abolished institutions that kept them apart from others, so they pretty much did as they wanted.

8.  Another major group was the Thinkers. This group was not subject to the hypnotic tactics or threats of the Wailers, Instigators, or Subversives. This group professed critical thinking, free speech, self-control, creativity, and the like. For quite some time, this group has shrunk in size regularly. During the time of the Iron Rulers, they went underground, still working on ideas to get everyone free.  It is often thought that their Renaissance was what turned it all around, likely in conjunction with the Lightbearers.

9.  One other group made up those times, the Lightbearers. This group not only studied the wise ones of before the Long Time, but also walked in two planes – this planet and the Spiritual Realm from where we came and someday will return. They were incredibly upsetting to the Subversives and Instigators, and were eventually almost wiped out during the time of the Iron Rulers, as they had been attacked from time to time before the Long Times in ancient times. They knew too much and so were inimical to the powers. They could not be controlled.

We have some writings of a few Lightbearers that were somehow saved from the scrubbing process. Of course, we are fortunate to have the writings of current Thinkers and Lightbearers to help us stay out of recreating the dark days of the Long Time and the horrible days of the Iron Rulers ever again.

One such person is known as Enelram. We do not know for certain if this is a male or female, but current scholarship consensus thinks female is most likely, so we will go with that for now.

We think it is likely she got rounded up somewhere in the first half of the 21st century, when they rounded up everyone over 90 to eliminate them as drags on society.But first they took the Thinkers and Lightbearers over 90.Then later, they took many of those over 50m, because they remembered how it had been.

There needs to be more research on those days. It is important to learn what went awry so as not to repeat those terrible mistakes. I’ll get back to you when I have more information.

Sunday, July 5, 2026

Your Story

 Our lives are something like writing a story. We have the intrigues, the mysteries, the triumphs, the loves, the fears, the failures and successes, and more. We live the elements of great epic stories. 

At some point, we realized that we can choose to be the hero of our story or the victim or the villain. We may have some fences to mend and changes to make when we turn to the hero part of our story, but it can be done, because so many of us have done it, have turned our lives around. 

I have turned numerous times - from unworthiness, from fear, from abuse, from shyness, yet within those binding energies I still had successes. It was quite sometime until I was free however. 

Jesus is reported to have said, "Your faith has made you whole.". That is certainly true for me. From my colored pencil underlined New Testament to this moment, my faith has led me and saved me. 

I urge you to explore faith in the story of your life. When the last moment is written, will it be in the end be a story of overcoming? Will it be inspiring? Did you end up a hero? Will you leave earth in tune with the Infinite?

God is calling right now. Will you answer?

Sunday, June 28, 2026

Lest We Lose Our Way

 Each culture , each historical time, each religious group, all have their customs. The eight way to do things is thought to be  the usual way, and extremely different ways are thought to be wrong or very wrong. A slow creep of change rarely causes alarm. 

It seems to me that change in itself is neither good nor bad. It depends on the change in relation to the highest standards and the method of change. I think there are moral and spiritual principles that could and should be the guide. 

If there is a rotten dictatorship, obviously there are better ways to organize government, Change to freedom could be a good thing. 

If there is already freedom, a freedom that has stood the test of time, benefited the people, is run in an organized manner, it may only need tweaks from time to time. 

I am alarmed at some of the rhetoric I am currently hearing from some candidates for public office, from supposedly educated people on the byways and airways of society. ,"I want to take down Western civilization... I am a democratic socialist... I am a communist .". Have they not studied history? Do they not notice what it us like in communist countries?

I u urge us all to wake up - wake up spiritually yes, but also historically and politically. Wake up critical thinking skills. Wake up - really look, really hear, really think. 

Tuesday, June 23, 2026

Inner Turmoil

 I realized this morning that many of my early mistakes in life were because I was looking through the lens of inner turmoil, so much unresolved hurt and confusion. The turbulence distorted my seeing and hearing and doing. I made some pretty disastrous decisions. If you have read my latest book, you have walked through some of them with me and know how devastating parts of my life have been.

 At the same time, there was something in me that wouldn't give up. There was faith in God and the striving to follow Jesus' teachings as well as an abiding hope lurking inside of me.

Finally, in my old age, the turbulence was simply gone. It had been fading away for many years to be sure.

 I did so many things to get free - tons of prayers, all kinds of meditations, a mountain of books read, countless seminars and retreats, dozens of books written, a large pile of journals filled, and more. I was determined.  And through it all, I served and gave and grew. I was able to let the Light shine through the diminishing turmoil.

Last year's shredding betrayal tore apart the remnants of the disturbance in my inner being.and left my soul bare of all of it. 

In some ways , I went through spiritual surgery, paring away all false things, finding glimmers, then rays, then Light. God at the center of all. 

In some ways it boils down to letting go and letting God. I highly recommend all of you spiritual friends of mine to consider letting go and letting God in your lives. It will save you a lot of grief and take you to the place of Light much quicker. God bless you!

Saturday, June 20, 2026

Life is not always what we think it is

 Life is not what most people think that it is. It is not about the outer things - work, success,  prestige, accumulating things  power, or any such thing.

Ultimately, it is about developing our souls and preparing ourselves f or leaving this planet at the end of our lives as a much more expansive and in tune person. Atuned with what? you might ask.

In my own personal life and journey , I have found that there is More than what meets the eye. You might call it the Higher Power, God, Allah, the Divine Presence, or any number of other names. Nevertheless, there is that which we can touch, listen to and be guided by that is far beyond our own individual abilities. 

Once we attune ourselves to this God Presence, we walk into an openness that is incredible! We can see and hear and know at once Something More. We may see the light beyond all light, hear guidance, know things that we never knew before , feel abiding peace, discover the presence of God's love, knowing it has always been with us, and we are not alone. An expansiveness opens in ourselves as our soul shines through the dross of our physicality.

And much more. I can only hint at the experience of moving into openness with God. It doesn't fit into words that I know because it is an experience that has to be lived. People here crave many things, the flavors and tastes and experiences of our body. But there is not enough of any of those things to finally still our cravings so that they stop. It is for connection with God and an openness into the spirituality of life that we crave.

It is not that the things of earth are wrong or bad.. It is that they are not to be the prime focus of our lives. That alone will never satisfy us. I ask you to consider spending quiet time in prayer and meditation, time out in nature, maybe even just a walk in a park contemplating a tree along the path. Give yourself the gift of possibility. 

I remember something someone told me a long time ago - what you are seeking is seeking you. As your soul hungers for God, God also seeks you.


Thursday, June 18, 2026

Receiving the Divine

 You carry God within your depths, according to Meister Elkhart 600 years ago. 

I was pondering this thought this morning , and some interesting thoughts came to me that I want to share with you. See what you think.

I've been watching some programs on YouTube about neurology. It is fascinating for sure. One of the hypotheses is that our brain is a receiver not the generator of Ideas. So our mind or soul or something sends the signals and insights and intuitions and our brain tunes into some of them.  It primarily attunes itself to the practical things about current life survival,, protecting the body, dealing with work, family, and earthly things.

But sometimes intuitions and breakthroughs somehow show up in our minds and we make leaps. What if those leaps and intuitions come from our souls and also the divine, from God? What if our souls and the divine are always broadcasting to us, but we don't always listen? The radio set of our brain is not always tuned in to godly things.

Perhaps that is the beauty of prayer and meditation. It helps us tune the radio receiver of our brain to the higher vibrations of spiritual realms. Perhaps they open us to be able to receive more of the spiritual that is always broadcasting to us.

My thought for the day to ponder.

Saturday, June 13, 2026

The Joy of Emptiness

The  Joy of emptiness may seem like nonsense at 1st thought. Let's look at some simple examples.  It's the emptiness that makes a space useful, The windows, the doors, and the hollow insides make a space useful. An empty cup is a useful cup that can receive that refreshing tea. And so it is with a certain emptiness within each of us. 

  When we are busy, fearful, worrisome, thinking rapid thoughts, we cannot hear the wee small voice, and we miss much of our lives. When we learn to meditate and still our mind, we create a space inside of us where we can experience the grace and the messages from the greater part of our soul, from God. And we can experience much richness. Even  all the mundane things are glorious to see and revel in during the day because we're not so full of ourselves. We can marvel at the beauty of the flower, or the glory of the blue skies and the billowing clouds or the song of the birds singing, the light in someone's eye, and a thousand small things.

It is often said that God works in the stillness, and in the empty spaces where we leave room for God. It is the stillness and the empty places that are an invitation for God. Because we have free will, we can fill ourselves up with meaningless thoughts and activities. Or we can create a space where we get in tune with the Infinite and enrich our lives so much more than we ever thought possible. 

I often meditate on the Bible verse" Be still and know that I am God." I I invite you to do that today too. God bless you and have a marvelous, spirit-filled day. God loves you and so do I.