Doing and Saying

 In the Bible to speak is to act, and the word is more than an instrument of expression; it is a vessel of divine power, the mystery of creation.- Abraham Heschel

It has long seemed to me that our words and deeds reveal our inner state of consciousness. We cannot hide who we are inside (psychopaths aside). And who we are inside directs our choices of action, of how we participate in life. 

 The above quote elevates it to co-creation status. It reminds me of "Your words will not return to you void." Or "It is done unto you as you believe." 

It adds a divine element and responsibility. If our words, thought and spoken, are indeed vessels of divine power, part of the mystery of creation, it becomes essential that we take charge of ourselves at every level. Our words are not just helpful or hurtful in the immediate moment. 

In some ways this idea reminds me of Jung's idea of the collective unconscious. I can imagine pools of like thought gaining power with each new like thought chiming in.  Magnify this to the cosmic level. 

It is said that after dying, we experience the pain and joy we have caused in this life. That might be our personal hell. 

All of this is to challenge us to take responsibility for all we think, say, and do.  It just may be in our own interest as well as divine interest. Please do think about it, and do your best to be the best version of yourself. 

Wiords Words Words

To become aware of the ineffable is to part company with words. --- Rabbi Heschel

 The dilemma - Spirit inspires me with thoughts, ideas, revelations - I only have words to hint at these. Maybe you can read between the lines, feel or sense more. I suppose if we were in the same room, an energy might be felt that would convey more. Even so, it seems that each must experience the ineffable themselves. 

Maybe I am called to stand witness that the Great Mystery of God can be touched, even entered from time to time. I encourage you to calm down any raging ego, strive to live the virtues sincerely, take time to praise and give thanks, see the miraculous all around, and open your heart. It seems God needs us to co-create the Divine Vision. So far humanity is not doing too well in that regard, but we could. Its not too late.

Poem from Hildegard von Bingen

 I am the one whose praise echoes on high. 

I adorn all the earth.

I am the breeze that nurtures all things green.

I encourage blossoms to flourish with ripening fruits. 

I am led by the spirit to feed the purest streams. 

I am the rain coming from the dew 

That causes the grasses to laugh with the joy of life.

I call forth tears, the aroma of holy work. 

I am the yearning for good.

Hildegard understood God being everywhere, in all creation, and at the same time being transcendent.  

Currently, as has been said, we suffer nature deprivation. In the vast majority of earth time, humans have lived in nature, and they learned from it about many things, including about God.  Nowadays it's mostly the asphalt jungle. 

It seems to lead to a certain insanity, insanity that d eludes us and leads us away from connection to self, to others, to nature, and to God. Increasing numbers are led to a frenzy of violence and ugliness, to extreme immorality and cruelty. Some just escape it all into the matrix of electronics. 

We see civilization unravelling in so many ways. There is a crazed atmosphere in dark places that seem to grow as the evening shadows grow. 

If we are to turn this around, we need to turn and find the way back to wholeness, to holiness. 

Whether or not this wave of civilization can be turned and saved is not known. Many civilizations have come and gone.  

Higher Thought

 The usual thought about this and that revolves around common sense and nonsense. The essential spiritual truths are something other, and they cannot be fully spoken or written of. They are found by sincere seekers,  those with pure heart. These seekers try to speak of It or write of It, but can merely point toward. Just as if you have never eaten a mango, my words of description would not give you the actual taste. So too, we sort of need to open to the experience of God and prepare ourselves.

It seems that there is a continuum from our limited view to those who have touched the Highest, to a journey into the Infinite. Eckhart declared that God is no thing, not nothing, but no thing. 

Along the way, people often make God and the way to God into a thing or many things: a physical thing like a statue, an idol, an amulet; rituals and special activities; sequestered in special writings and creeds: and exclusive to their particular group.

But I suggest the Creator of the miraculous universes fits in no thing. Let us open ourselves to the magnificent, transcendent and immanent God. Let us let go of the old tiny God  

The Seed of my Quest ....Blast From the Past

 In 1958, when I started college, If began to examine my beliefs and realized many of them were not based on reality or facts. The first big kick in my beliefs came from a book with the forward by Albert Einstein, "Man and His Gods" by Homer Smith. In my later years, I found the science, history, and archeology had moved way beyond what was known by the end of the 19th century where this book ends. 

However, some of the basic ideas about religion broadly apply still. Humans across all of our history, possibly all 350,000 years of it, have felt and believed in something More. Myths, rituals, talismans, magic, sacrifices, art, and most traces of us show our propensity to seek A Higher Power, THE Higher Power,  or an array of Higher Powers . 

It was eye opening to me to discover all currently practised religions are very recent - Hinduism in various versions and the Vedic probably the oldest almost 4,000 years ago, Judaism perhaps starting with the Moses story about 3,200 years ago, Buddhism and Taoism 2,600 years ago, Christianity 2,000 years ago, and Islam 1,400 years ago. Compared to human history, all of these are extremely recent.

As a naive young woman, it had seemed to me Christianity had been here for a long long time. But it hasn't. We got a newly ordained woman as our youth minister. She told me I was so spiritual that I should go to Africa and save people. I said to her, Do you mean some woman who is a good person, A good wife and mother, is going to hell because she's not a Presbyterian? She told me that was the case and wasn't it sad? I told her it was crazy and took my membership out of the church. I was horrified that she also condemned to hell those who have been on this earth before 2,000 years ago -  all of our ancestors, no matter how good and kind they had been.  My mind was in a whirl. 

That was the seed of the quest I've been on ever since. It was the seed of this blog and the name I choose for it. Thank you so much for being on this quest with me!

As you read my thoughts over the years, you know my heart and my life and how I live my life are all about The More, about striving to live as Jesus taught. Following his particular path for me is not about the superficial, it's about the goal of becoming as Christ-like as possible.  I believe fervently that if we lived his teaching, we would have peace and plenty for all. 

Two vs ONE

 Language can give us clues to spiritual truths.  Greek prefix dys- (as in dyspepsia) and the Latin dis- (as in dishonorable) are both derived from “duo” meaning two.  Dubious and doubt mean two minded. 

Great mystics speak of oneness. Scientists tell us of rapidly circulating atoms that make up everything visible. In one year 98% of the atoms in our body are different atoms.  Theoretically we have in us atoms that were once in every other person, animal, and plant that ever existed. 

At the cosmic/spiritual level we are One, one in Spirit, one in God. At the physical level we are one. It is our opinions, whether true or false or muddled, that seem to divide us. 

C.  S. Lewis spoke of people getting bent. The extremely bent are tipped over the edge by fiery and extreme language of the mistaken shouting hatred and horrid name calling.  

I call on humanity to pull back from the cliff of extremism and turn to dialogue that is civil. Remember our actual oneness. As a pebble thrown in a body of water makes outgoing ripples, so too our words and actions make ripples in the world.  Make ripples of love, of thoughtful and calm dialogue, of peace and kindness

If you say you are a Christian, follow Christ by striving to be Christ-like. If you admire Buddha, strive to be Buddha-like. The word Islam means peace and submission to God. The core of Judaism is One God. the Torah and ethical living.  The core of Taoism is harmony with nature and effortless living. 

None of the great religions teach twoness,violence, murder, strife as virtues. Let us turn to these higher truths and attune ourselves to them.

Freedom or Not?

 Epictetus makes interesting points about freedom. One example is a lion caught and in a cage. He is fed and given water and his basic needs are taken care of, but can he said to be free?  What cage or cages do we find ourselves in?

If we think we absolutely require something or someone, we are not free. That someone or something holds us captive. If we get upset and weep and wail, it could be a sign we are captive. 

It seems to me that quite a few people are captive to an unexamined idea adopted from others. Civility seems to be out of style, so it is difficult to have an honest and calm debate about ideas. 

I suggest that, if we get upset over an idea, that is a signal we need to look at all sides.  If we are sure of something, we are calm. A simple example My name is Marlene, I know that without a doubt. If someone calls me say Gertrude or more typically Marilyn, I simply correct them, or just carry on. If someone accuses me f something I am not,, and if I am at peace with who I am, I am able to respond rather than react. I might say something like That's interesting, how did you come to that conclusion? Or I might just ignore it. Their opinion is not putting me in their cage. 

If you value freedom, have the courage to unlock your cages. Cease being controlled by outside influences. Practise responding rather reacting. Think things through What God and you think of you is what matters.